figure it out

i am so poor ):
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so i went to the mall today, i had TACOS. i felt like a fatass cause misty didn't even eat anything. i bought cinnamon thingies too, MMMM SO GOOOD. made my tummy feel nice ! and then we just loafted at the mall. AND THEN, i bought ice cream from the dollar store because i'm cheap and i'm poor and i was still hungry. i ran into a couple people today too, pretty coooool considering i haven't seen those people in so long. and theeeeen i went home. LOL loaft day. i have no money. i want a jacket, and this dress, and shoes. but i can't even afford food anymore so i don't know how i'm gonna get all of that D= BUT YEAH (: better than staying home.
damn, i have no life...
+ miss p, waste
... and i need a job real bad

but seriously...
hmmm, i'm not happy with this. i want all of this to end. i have some decisions to make. i wanna be sure this time and stick to my decision. i don't like being confused. sometimes i wish that none of this EVER happened. every time i try to leave, something pulls me back. don't know what it is. it's just THERE. don't know how to get rid of it. although, I WANT TO. i don't know what to do anymore.
so confused...